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January 16th, 2017 (10:47 am)

current mood: shocked

Yesterday with my trauma healers I found out I could of saved Buddy.  If I knew about the emotion and body code plus psych-K, Buddy would be with me today.  All my emotional turmoil over the idiot boy-fien (boyfriend) was taken on by BUDDY.  He took my pain.  His blocked urinary track was distorted by trapped emotion in his body.  Our animals have the same feeling just like us.
In my healer's session I went into surragation for Buddy.  He holds nothing against me for giving him up and would run back to my house if he had his way.  His new owner knows how special he is.  BUDDY is my soul mate.  He acted differently with me than his new owner.  Cat have been know to run back to previous owners.  At least I know BUDDY is doing good and safe.

This story about my cat BUDDY is about the HORROR of my abandoned childhood.  Marilyn Monroe was emotiinal broken just like Zoe Zane.  No one wants to hear how a small child was molested by her Dad.  BUT it does happen and how to stop it is another chapter.  I will post all the emotions I released from age 2-5 years old.  It's criminal how my TRUMP Dad molested me.  World War II vets the horrors of war to their familes.  ZOE ZANE IS THE AMERICAN HORROR STORY

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January 15th, 2017 (06:06 pm)

current mood: sad

He was the love of my life.  TODAY I found out from the vet I can't see him every again.  When I gave him up at the vet's office I was on overwhelm.  The old boyfriend of 18 years abandoned me for a escort girlfriend.  He liked to mediate himself with drugs and ran off with her.  I'm not into drugs, he covered it up for years.  One day he was soothing my heart and the next day he was gone.  I never saw "THE BAD MORMON BOY" again.  HEART BROKEN!!!!!  I had 3 male cats.  Buddy was the big one at 20lbs.  He was the love of my life.  He had a urninary track problem I could not take care of.  I was so upset about the boyfriend leaving, I signed papers to give Buddy up.  Today, I called the vet to see if I could visit Buddy and by law the owner is protected  ....so no Buddy.  I miss this cat.  I just wanted to see him so he knew we were okay.  Today has been a sad day for me.  I miss Buddy.  He loved me and I loved him.  I've tried everything to be happy today but it has not worked.  So I wrote how I felt.  Our animals love us unconditionally.  I feel like I failed myself for the love of my life.  Zoe Zane

I've always kept my feelings to myself but today I could not hold back .... and if your thinking ZOE was abandoned and then she abandined her cat ?  WHAT THE CRAP (I was all alone when this happened to me, I had no one to support and help me through this).  This post is like a million ABANDONMENTS IN MY BROKEN HEART.

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25 Things You Don't Know About Me

January 14th, 2017 (07:53 pm)


1.  As child, I out did all the boys in any sport.  My neighbors thought I was a cute boy.
2.  I can't stand hamburgers and the smell makes me want to throw up.

3.  At 9 years old, I had my own paper route.

4.  I played the violin in Junior High.

5.  I never helped my Mom clean house but today I'm a cleaning fool with my own house.

6.  I made most of my own clothes as a teenager. 

7.  I hated Church and ran off to the candy store every Sunday afternoon.

8.  I forget what I've eaten during the day so I write it down.

9.  My first pet was a pollywog. 

10.  At age 4, I made mud pies and ate the mud.  eek! 

11.  I delivered all my kids with no drugs during birth.

12.  I worked in "DOLE" cannery San Jose California for 3 days.  It was awful! 

13.  My fourth grade teacher inspired me to me an artist. 

14.  I can write with both of my hands. 

15.  I got myself off on monkey bars at age five in front of my classmates. 

16.  At stop lights, I sing by favorite songs in my car. 

17.  I was obsessed with weighing myself on a scale and stopped 3 years ago.

18.  I did not know how smart I was until I made porn movies for the Internet. 

19.  I've was mentored by 1000's of men about sex as a phone sex girl. 

20.  My favorite drink is "Synergy" kombucha. 

21.  I love to make things up with creative people.

22.  I'm making a hat from the hair of my 3 male cats! 

23.  My real life story is like Harry Potter.

24.  I love my Facebook page, all those requests for nude pics/video doesn't bother me anymore.  I ignore them and do what makes me happy. 

25.  I will be 70 years old January 27, 2017. 

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January 11th, 2017 (05:58 pm)

Zoe Zane with girfriend Afton Las Vegas Rooster Marilyn Monroe Room

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January 3rd, 2017 (07:01 pm)

I was born SAN MATEO CA USA near United Airlines, lots of rain, fog and ocean.
As small child I was outside in big fields with horses.  When the sun rose I was outside
till the sun went down.  I didn't like home with my parents.  I had a intolerence for both of them.
They were constantly fighting 24/7.  I was raised by wolves.  It was not a safe home but I survived because
of Mother Earth.  Bless nature, the sun moon and stars.  quote-Zoe Zane

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HAPPY NEW YEAR ZOE -AVN Porn Convention 18-21 January 2017 -See You Clips4Sale Booth

January 3rd, 2017 (09:47 am)

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December 31st, 2016 (11:47 am)

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2 Days After Christmas in Utah With Kids

December 27th, 2016 (08:17 pm)

Kids always need their Mom no matter what age.  48 hours after Christmas, birthday party dinner, the ER doctor son is on a diet.  He wants Mom to buy him mac & cheese dish.  It's my fault. Get it.  My baby daughter was born December 27, so it's party on girl.  All the grand kids are total fun for me, especially the 3 year old.  He loves Chicken McNuggets.  I've decided to make my new name "CHICKEN McNUGGETS".  It would make a lot of people laugh when I swipe my credit card.  HA HA HA  Zoe Zane Mature Porn Star Celebrity

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