This is me! It's perfect for how I feel. Yesterday the file for my entire membership (thousands of photos and over 300 videos) was moved into another folder. How this happened I don't know. Got the file reloaded then NO brut force attack software installed. Got that fixed. Went to make sure the site was stable. No site. My serve was up for maintenance/12 hours. This morning checked the site. Memberhsip was not up again. Hired a new system admin helping me with the site. All systems are stable. whew!
Last night I feel asleep to Cable TV. Woke up to late night FX series "American Horror Story" and Jessica Lange. OH WOW! I watched. My dark-side will be posted in the coming months mentored my Jessica Lange. woo hoooo