Somewhere a long the way I lost my sense of adventure when I started swinging, Getting started was scary for me. I would tell other swingers I was shy and they would laugh. I laugh about that now, but, I am shy to new things. If I did not know what to go with myself at swing parties.....I would throw myself down on the floor started jacking my clit off right in front of everyone. I did it a lot before I fucked strange dick.