Early to court on Wednesday
Selection is still in process today. I'm praying it moves faster or I'm picked real quick to the jury section. I can read off the questions. hopefully the judge will excuse me. I hate this whole experience, I don't want to do jury duty. Like it's some honor, yeah right. Must be to jury waiting room by 8:45AM. Today, I get paid for jury selection. Yesterday, no pay. If I remember right, it's $15 a day plus gas mileage one way. I think jury duty needs to be a full time job for those who want to do it. The court keeps telling me it's a honor to serve on a jury. With everything that happened to me I did. I was served and ripped. The OB gave me grief pain sorrow. This court thang is slamming memories left and right in my face. It's no fun for Miss Zoe. OB, I made sure he made it. He didn't stay long enough. I want you to know our system doesn't work.
Crimes are commited, they get off, it sucks. This is not a happy blog like I am. WTF. Last night before bed, I forced my mind to focus on my blessings. Conquer yourself, Miss Zoe. I went to yoga class last night. My good friends were there for me. Thank God for good friends.
Wednesday @ noon time - I was release from jury duty selection. I didn't have to go through the first degree questions by the judge. I figure my letters to get out of JD stopped my public interview. As I look at the entire experience it was extreme stress. If I get called again, I'll will make history and write the longest letter. mountains of letters to the court. One word explains it:

unable to speak, I'm speechless. I am not going through this again. Exposing yourself to a judge and a 100 people for selection was not good. I relived too many negative past experiences. It was hard hearing what everyone/judge was saying in the court room. Maybe I will mark the box on the jury duty paper ....I can not hear.
I need yoga right now! Going to class. My stripper daughter showed me the improvements of the house on iChat/video.
WOW!
Crimes are commited, they get off, it sucks. This is not a happy blog like I am. WTF. Last night before bed, I forced my mind to focus on my blessings. Conquer yourself, Miss Zoe. I went to yoga class last night. My good friends were there for me. Thank God for good friends.
Wednesday @ noon time - I was release from jury duty selection. I didn't have to go through the first degree questions by the judge. I figure my letters to get out of JD stopped my public interview. As I look at the entire experience it was extreme stress. If I get called again, I'll will make history and write the longest letter. mountains of letters to the court. One word explains it:
traumatised
unable to speak, I'm speechless. I am not going through this again. Exposing yourself to a judge and a 100 people for selection was not good. I relived too many negative past experiences. It was hard hearing what everyone/judge was saying in the court room. Maybe I will mark the box on the jury duty paper ....I can not hear.
I need yoga right now! Going to class. My stripper daughter showed me the improvements of the house on iChat/video.
WOW!