Peanut Jr, my cat, makes everything right just being himself on my palm tree.
My business coach would tell me that alone just meant "al-one". I have all of you out there who are my friends. I'm going in deep for truth or is that ---- no truth? However it goes it will be very interesting taking you down my rabbit hole. Last few days, I watched re-runs of the THE MATRIX. I see the matrix of my mind. Zoe beware of your own demons. I see the matrix of many minds and disbelief. I'm must be a strong, brave girl. I think I've been more brave that what I give credit to myself. I think some people have thought I was stupid, off balance, not all there. It takes ballz to not care what they think. I have struggled all my life for approval. I must approve of myself. I approve of you Zoe Zane. In Bikram yoga class, I stand their looking in the mirror accepting my own skinsuit. I'm okay. In time it will be a piece of cake. I know how this works from past things I overcame in my mind.
This morning in live cam some viewers played games telling me I was boring or my rate was too expensive. Oh yes, it's off the wall expensive. Laughing, like $19.95 per minute as the money domme. The show is "free 4 u bitch" --- whatever. I asked the guy if he was a macho mother-flicker? He finally said yes. I know what to do with him. la la la - ha ha ha - strike a match!
There is a nice breeze from the window right now. So lovely for my face. Big smiles.
I like these words, no more drama, only fun.