Yesterday, my life coach and I remapped my brain. Yes I am getting new pathways. All things are possible. I have been working with her for the past month. My childhood was not a good one. I am letting go of past traumas. No, I did not try to kill myself. This year I have been traveling to see fans all over the world. I have taken breaks to be with my two girls and help them at the Utophia house (laughing). The girls and I were brain washed by the LDS church that is "for and ALL men". Women in the church will never be able to evolve if they stay. They will always be under the thoughts and control of the ordained male priestood. It makes no sense from a bigger picture. How would a Universe or a God make women less? It is man made and crusty, not from Divine energies. If you do not believe in God I understand. I thought I was cast out from His presence. What a lie. I forgive my parents for being so ignorant. It goes back many generations the negative thoughts. I'm erasing the negative and replacing with positive. When you have been programmed like I was, I was all over the place (hum ... ? --- is that why many thought I was on drugs --- HA HA HA). Those negative word programmes mess with your immune system. It is good I did Bikram yoga for ten years.
Enough for now. The fung shui of the house is feeling great. More needs to be changed but a work in progress.
bedroom fung shui