BECAUSE IT IS FREAK-ING hard to do. I come home and let the body do its thang. I crash. BUT I am getting stronger in my core. In 5 years and will be kicking some HOT ass for sure. You can not escape the process when you do Bikram. Last night I saw one of my male class mates that knows what I do with college son. I am so naughty! mmmmmmmmmmmmm...hehehe and we encouraged each other to keep going. Some of the women are really hot looking in yoga and I am friends with them. I gave 2 teachers sparkle cards they have be so wonderful to me. I am almost done with the XMas stuff, still need to get Cyber something. All the presents are out to my kids and I will stay home for Xmas. It will be family stuff which is totally gud!